Saturday, November 06, 2004
i found out something really nice today [errr.. last night]. i'm not hopeless after all. not a hopeless romantic either. i was jst telling someone about how my heart betrays me at times since the people i like are too unreachable, way out of my league or not supposed to be liked for many reasons. [they have a thing with my friend.. or had, either way, it's a given that i should lay off] fuck it!
that's exactly my dilemma. i jst figured out i like this guy... ah ayoko na. he sorta told me he liked me too, we both did [in the weirdest way possible, citing examples to pretend it's someone else, haha]. but it's never going to happen. in 5 years.. we'll see. but i can definitely see myself with him... i've never felt so secure. his mom is just the most adorable thing. *sigh...*
i am so tormented!
leaving skool nothing to see here at 1:09 AM
{xoxo}
