Friday, December 03, 2004

maybe it's wrong to say i'm happy when so many people are suffering... it's weird how you feel one thing on a certain day and wonder why you even wrote the things you did on the next.

call me shallow, call me dense... call me kat! haha ayy...

when i told JIA i get flabbergasted most times when i reread my posts when i'm bored coz most of them are just unreservedly disgusting and totally not me, she said "that's the best thing about blogging". it helps you remember how happy you were, excited, distressed, depressed, poignant even. the thing is... do i really want to remember?

at times i consider getting rid of this whole account but then thinking of the time i spent writing, recounting my thoughts, trying to analyze everything.. i decide to keep it. i amaze myself. it's rather entertaining... but most times, i just shrug. my entries have no substance... true. but didnt it ever occur to you that i dont write everything for fear of being too transparent? i just wanted to make that clear.

let us all pray for the souls of the people who died in the night, who didnt get the chance to see the light of day. thank god that we woke up in good shape.

indeed, we are lucky.


leaving skool nothing to see here at 1:34 PM

{xoxo}