Friday, December 03, 2004
more random thoughts...
when i want something, i mean really really really want something, i try hard to get it. most times i find it unbelievable when i dont get what i want... coz i usually do. but when it comes to ... errr... you know, i am never certain. that's probably why i rarely ever really really LIKE someone.
i try in ultimate proportions not to address my
desires when i know i cant have them. if i deny, deny, deny and not expect anything... then there's no reason to ever get disappointed now is there?
dont mind me... it's not like i have no words to describe my birds-are-singing, the-world-is-all- rainbows-and-butterflies, so-in-LIKE
delirium. it's just
SAD coz everybody knows it's unrequited.
lord knows i am documenting this rarity for posterity.
i am bored out of my wits!!!
leaving skool nothing to see here at 6:23 PM
{xoxo}
