Wednesday, April 27, 2005
the former title was way too disgusting.
i learned a lot at the Faci Training. i'm really glad i went to Mt.Purro, Calawis. those two days were so fruitful, fun and FUNN. i faced my fears and gained a lot from the experience. i have 2 new OOOH's and made, what i believe, long and lasting friendships.
you say you want to die but when put in my position, i bet you'd be desperate enough to do anything to live. i was like you once... i guess i got what i deserve. i used to pray that someone would pull the trigger for me, slit my wrist or whatnot because god knows i wouldn't do it myself. i've had attempts and the scars to prove them but i don't see the point of killing myself when i'm already dying.
don't say those things. don't tell me not to cry. because the moment you start not to care and throw your life away... i'll be the first one to shed a tear.
i love you, goldilocks.
leaving skool nothing to see here at 12:45 AM
{xoxo}
