Monday, May 23, 2005
i took a sip from the devil's cup...
this whole summer has just been... crazy. in a good way, in a bad way... heck. in every way. we got silver yesterday. that's quite a letdown... oh well, moving on... i just want to thank you for being there. hehe. you three... gah. i just find your humor so funny. hiding behind the bushes, ducking after you cheer for me, running around like idiots after i score a goal... you didnt think i would notice? it amazes me how you guys turned up, showing your support when i never even asked you to go. i didnt even tell you about it. i feel so special. i love you guys for that.
so much for summer flings... i have none. all of you are topnotch when it comes to good looks, you make me go hummuna for hotness and i'm proud to say none of you are jerks but why does it have to be this way? why are you asking me for something that isnt mine to give? i'm content with the way things are and it really helps that you guys are athletes. at least you know what i'm going through. but a relationship?? i'm sorry... i'm not really into that. not being in one has already caused too much heartache. as for love? i spit at the word because everyone knows i can never love just one.
i've already been forgiven. i really appreciate that so in return take this proposition... i give you my friendship and who knows... maybe more.
this is so like temptation island... only i'm still single. hold onto your hearts blokes... i dont want them.
leaving skool nothing to see here at 4:05 AM
{xoxo}
